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Well. I hadn't realized it's been about a year and a half since I've posted a journal entry. I hope I remember how to communicate with other humans.
Without getting into too much detail, it's been a long, rough couple of years for me. In addition to the workload of my (hopefully, more on that later) final year of art school I've had several damaging, life-changing events happen that I can't actually mention for reasons, and they've taken a huge toll on my mental and emotional health and consequently my art. I've been really lethargic and sad and it's just been killing my motivation to do anything but lurk, so that's why I haven't been updating or responding to any comments. I've still been sketching things to keep myself sane but I haven't been able to get myself motivated to do any actual pieces in a long time. The paintings I've done for class I haven't liked enough to post here. For the sake of letting whoever is still paying attention to me here know that I'm still alive, I might post some of my sketches here but no promises.
In addition to my mental state destroying most of my inspiration, I'm having to put extra work into school for the next few semesters as I've fallen about a year behind. About the same time as my downward spiral started I was put on academic suspension by the university and had to take two semesters off. It's looking like I'm not going to graduate on time, but if I can manage to crawl out of the hole I've dug for myself and take extra classes maybe I can graduate only a year behind instead of more. Which means there will most likely continue to be a lack of updates even if I can get myself together enough to make art.
So, I guess that's about it. I apologize for dumping my angst on you guys, but I feel like I owe you all an explanation as to why I haven't been updating or responding to watches and comments. I just want to let you know that I am not giving up on art or this site anytime soon! It'll be slow going but eventually I'll be back to posting art. Thanks for staying with me even through this long period of inactivity!
Without getting into too much detail, it's been a long, rough couple of years for me. In addition to the workload of my (hopefully, more on that later) final year of art school I've had several damaging, life-changing events happen that I can't actually mention for reasons, and they've taken a huge toll on my mental and emotional health and consequently my art. I've been really lethargic and sad and it's just been killing my motivation to do anything but lurk, so that's why I haven't been updating or responding to any comments. I've still been sketching things to keep myself sane but I haven't been able to get myself motivated to do any actual pieces in a long time. The paintings I've done for class I haven't liked enough to post here. For the sake of letting whoever is still paying attention to me here know that I'm still alive, I might post some of my sketches here but no promises.
In addition to my mental state destroying most of my inspiration, I'm having to put extra work into school for the next few semesters as I've fallen about a year behind. About the same time as my downward spiral started I was put on academic suspension by the university and had to take two semesters off. It's looking like I'm not going to graduate on time, but if I can manage to crawl out of the hole I've dug for myself and take extra classes maybe I can graduate only a year behind instead of more. Which means there will most likely continue to be a lack of updates even if I can get myself together enough to make art.
So, I guess that's about it. I apologize for dumping my angst on you guys, but I feel like I owe you all an explanation as to why I haven't been updating or responding to watches and comments. I just want to let you know that I am not giving up on art or this site anytime soon! It'll be slow going but eventually I'll be back to posting art. Thanks for staying with me even through this long period of inactivity!
I got my wisdom teeth out
And it hurts like a bitch.
This journal will have quite a bit of whining and complaining because wah. My mouth is so freaking sore. And I never thought I'd say this, but I am tired of Mocha Frappucino ice cream. You never realize how much you take something simple like chewing your food for granted until you can't do it anymore. I miss real food. I can't even open my mouth wide enough to eat my ice cream with a spoon. I have to eat it with the back of a fork. >_< FFFFFFFFFFFF REAL FOOD. I WANTS SOME. Also coffee. I am having WICKED withdrawal.
So I bet you guys want some juicy embarrassing videos of loopy happy-gas antics. I'm sorry to say
O Hai, Deviantart!
Sweet Mother Molasses, it's been a while! :D
So lots of stuff and things. I seem to have misplaced all of the notes I took from my Nuzlocke (played up to Victory Road, haven't even started the comic yet ~facepalmplz (https://www.deviantart.com/facepalmplz)) so I'll be looking for those. Along with the power adapter for my scanner, which seems to be MIA. Looks like a mass cleaning of my destroyed room is in order! Also, stuck in a rut with my other drawings. Drawing the Egyptian priests and Mewtwo nonstop, and little else. INSPIRATION, Y U NO FIND ME. On the bright side, after a long hiatus I will be making new plushie designs! In addition to Pokemon I will now be making My Li
CISPA. The latest threat to the Internet.
Stolen: "Guys, the American government is at it again! Apparently they didn't get the message that we weren't gonna let them take our freedom of speech from the internet when we blacked out for SOPA.
Now, they're trying to pass something called the Cyber Intelligence Sharing and Protection Act (CISPA). Apparently they think that after the uprising over SOPA and PIPA, that we'd be too tired to do anything about it. The word hasn't gotten out yet, and I intend to help that to change.
" This Is Important, You Should Know This of the Day: The Cyber Intelligence Sharing and Protection Act now has more than 105 co-sponsors, and some fear the bill
Spring break!
And that means going home to a scanner that works! ~LAAAplz (https://www.deviantart.com/laaaplz) So I'll probably upload stuff.
Short journal is short.
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